Well I started this morning as usual and then it happened, my monthy friend came. I have just recently started this blog so you may not know that getting pregnant does not come easy or by accident for me. We have been truly blessed to have had my daughter after 3 years of off and on trying. The last 2 months have been real focused months of trying, but today I started a new cycle. Honestly, I wasn't sad or upset. I keep thinking that I don't want to get my hopes up like I did the first go round. I was really hoping this would be it. I think because I am just tired of waiting...I feel ready....and I feel the pressure of those kind people in my life who ask...."when are you going to try again?" My daughter is 2 and she is getting too big to be my little baby. I am ready to have a little baby again. So, I know I am ready. I think because I have Katie with me it doesn't feel the same. I am going to look forward to each month that comes and know that soon it will be Christmas morning. I had a dream this week. Everyone in my dream kept telling me that I wasn't pregnant. Then at the end of the dream I was holding a baby girl. I don't know what God has in store for me or my family, but I am willing to be a mom many times over. So for all the ladies out there who are trying and trying and trying ...I'm with you. Write me and tell your story. I would be honored to post it here and share it. You never know who may read it and be encouraged.
-k
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